Life is HAPPENING! All around me. Some of it I'm ready for and some of it I'm not but it's going to just keep happening so I better just live it!
I'm scheduling senior pictures for my first-born of me, and preparing in other ways for other things I never could have imagined. Some of it is so overwhelming and some of it just seems so natural.
Twenty years ago, I never could have imagined my life like this. I didn't do everything I was going to do but I did things I never thought I would do. I have lived things, and survived things, that I never could have imagined, or wanted to imagine.
Garth says "my life is better left to chance. I could have missed the pain but I'd have had to miss the dance." This dance that he's talking about...oh wow! It's not all great but when you're really living it, it's worth it.
It doesn't mean I'm happy with everything. It just means that I'm just going to love my people and live my life. It means I'm going to have good days and really ugly, bad days. It means I'm going to cry and laugh, sometimes all at the same time. There are days that the basement is going to flood and there will be days we get popcorn for dinner.
I have been blessed with all this...life. It's been a ride for sure. I made a lot of mistakes and made a lot of really good choices. I have done a lot and there is so much more to do!
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