My Sissy

Dear Sissy,

I miss you more every day. I keep waiting for you to text me or call me and tell me this has all been a mistake. I need so badly for this not to be real.

I miss your laughter. I miss your silly expressions. I miss your crazy too tight shirts. I miss your ridiculous fb comments. I miss your face.

I keep hoping that I will wake up from this nightmare and you'll be standing there in front of me. It never happens. The days just get longer.

People (not very smart people apparently) say that it gets easier with time. I think those people must buts because all I've found is that each day without you is harder. Every once in awhile I start to feel like things will be ok and then something happens and it hits all over again.

I know you're happy and I'm so happy for you to be in the Kingdom of Heaven and to be eternally at peace. I just wish being here without you didn't suck so much.

Love you always,
Your broken skissy